Excuses, excuses and more excuses. They were not excuses, they were reasons. I chose not to do that because I had so much going on in my life that I could not take on another task. My emotions were like a roller coaster ride. People on the outside would look in and would not understand unless they knew what was happening behind the closed door.
But when you are in a good enough space where you can do something good for yourself, go for it. Take small steps. Little accomplishments will lead you in a new direction. If you want to go back to school, go back! If you want to live a healthier life style, start today! If you want to love again, love yourself first…
It’s never too late to do something good for yourself. For me I will be looking into going back to school. I want to further my education. I want to fill myself with more. I loved pharmacy tech but I just lost my passion for it along the way. I love the people part but the job itself is just not enough for me. Its okay to want more in life. I always tell people to never settle for less then what they think they deserve. But remember, nothing great comes to those who don’t work hard for it. I will be working hard on my relationship with myself and leaving the rest to God.
I’ve been speaking a lot about him because he was there when I was alone. He was the one that answered my prayers. He was the one that blessed me with such love and warmth. He is the reason why I have hope and faith today. Never have I in my entire life ever felt this way about him.
This is simply me, Ka.
Not only did God save me and surrounded me with support, he brought her into my life. I can’t express how thankful to have met you Ms. You are truly an angel from above. I pray that he will give you everything your heart desires because you are my savior. I will repay you one day for the kindness you have given me when I had no one. I will do it with more than just sending flowers to your office. I love you and pray that we will see each other again in the future.
I know that my post are all bright and positive. That’s how I want my readers to see me and be able to relate to me. Yes, I want my life to be happy and full of glitter. The truth is it’s not. I am 100% sure that it is not. I seriously don’t know where I am going with this Let’s talk about trust.
Trust: Strong and delicate; treat it with care. It is true, once its broken, all the glue and tape in the world can’t put it back together no matter how hard you try. Humpty Dumpty, was never the same again. So what do we do about that fact? For those who are working their booty off to gain that trust and for those who is holding them by a thread.
1.You have to be open to trusting again. You have to want it too. If you are not open to the possibility of being hurt again then you will never be able to trust him/her again.
2.I understand that whatever the past was, it was painful and probably still hurts. What’s the point of bringing it to the present and being hurt again. It does not do you or your partner any good!
3.Instead of using the past against the other person, both party learn from it and use it to empower the relationship.
I believe that a strong, good, long lasting relationship is based on lots of things including mistakes. The beginning is the lovey dovey part, the puppy love. Then when you start to really get to know someone you find the flaws, mistakes are made and lessons are learned. We are supposed to grow and learn with our partner. Learn together and grow together in the same directions.
This is the point where the relationship continues to either grow or they terminate and restart the process again with someone new. The meaning, “meant to be,” is artificial to me now. If you truly want to be with someone genuinely then you and the party will work together and grow together even when it’s easier to let go. Use your good judgment.
Universe, I accept everything that you give me and I accept everything that I have done.
I had the warmest conversation with a client today. This shows that a total stranger can be as close to you as your significant other.
I had called the client to schedule out her order. She informed me that she has to get her service from another company. I kinda knew but wanted confirmation.
“Let me check my supply. Give this old lady some time to get up. It’s okay you can call me old.” And she laughed. I giggled and told her she was silly. She then said,” it’s good that your laughing at work.” That touched my heart. Total strangers and yet she wanted me to be laughing.
Through out the call we laughed and giggled as if we were friends from childhood. At the end of the call told me this, ” if you ever find yourself sad just give me a holler. I’ll be here. I’ll tell you stories of the stupid stuff I did when I was in the military.” I told her that if I find myself sad I will call her.
Sadly I probably won’t ever call her or run into her. Even if somehow I run into her, we would never know.
I am human like you and like her. Let’s empower each other to do good and feel good. Let’s celebrate other people’s success. Let’s be there for each other.
Kind of like when you pay the tab for the car behind you in Starbucks. Let everyday and everything you do be in that same faith.
Today I am truly blessed for being able to talk to that lady. Thank you universe.
I find myself counting in my head. I take deep breaths and count in my head either to 10 or backwards.
This helps calm my nervous system so I can think clearly.
When I’m upset, this allows me to rationalize with myself. When I’m sad, this allows me to find the positive side. When I’m scared, it calms me down. When I’m over thinking and overwhelmed it grounds me.
What are some ways that help you stay grounded and center?
(Listening to the water when I’m on the beach 😌)
Our minds and heart are so strong and yet so vulnerable at the same time. Please share how you overcome these challenges. Your method may just help someone.
My weekend was wonderful☺️ I saw my 2 beautiful kids.
I am sad to see them grow up without me there. But I am so blessed and thankful that they are growing up under loving care.
Life doesn’t go according to plan. All we see is the step in front of us. Never the whole staircase. It would be nice to see the whole picture but that’s just not how it works.
We’re scared of the unknown. It’s okay to be scared. It’s okay to see just the first step and to take one step at a time.
Today is Monday! The hardest day to get back into it, whatever it is. I’ve rested over the weekend but now it’s time to hit the gym again. I’m excited and at the same time dreading it. I feel as if I have come a long way with my personal journey with life and gym.
What are your goals for the week? Let’s make sure we hit those goals and keep taking one step at a time to get to the top of the staircase.